For the past few years, i felt you failed me. It took me too long to understand and accept that I failed you too.
I let you took the world on your shoulders and never helped easing the burden, I even demanded you to took more weight than you could support. When the world fell, I never paid attention to your bruises, since I was only concerned with my own. I never helped, I kept looking the other way.
Now, you’re not here anymore. I will never see again. I’ll never be able to help you.
I hope I be able to help (y)our babies, because they deserve a better chance than the one we’re leaving them.